So obviously I just stopped blogging on this platform. I'll get back to it eventually. Or not. I'm taking a break from all social media. It seemed necessary for my mental health.
The last few years have been busy and … challenging:
- 2015 Happened.
- 2016 Let's call it The Lost Year. (Obviously words failed me.)
- 2017 about broke me. Literally. Mentally.
- 2018 was ridiculous, proving 2017 was just a warm up. (Good thing I was already broken so it couldn't hurt as much.#2018TrashCanFire I thought things were going okay, but maybe not?)
- 2019 was such a blur. I know there were highlights, but then stuff happened and carried into the next year...
- And then in March#2020 really took a turn. Who can even categorize 2020? Do we dare?
I kinda want a do-over of some of the last few years. But life doesn’t work that way.
So for now, I'm hunkering down. Regrouping. Trying to stay safe and sort some stuff out.
Stay safe everyone. Stay well.
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Friday, September 30, 2011
Auntie Nettie Reads A LOT 2011 - 3rd Quarter
Also, as a general rule, I don't do book recommendations or link to major retailers or publishers. Except for the ARCs listed below [thanks major publishers!], most of these books came from MY library or a public library. If I really, really, really like a book or an ARC, then maybe I'll mention it, pass it along, and make a hoopla.
Go forth, use your library card and READ!
July 2011
Ghouls, Ghouls, Ghouls (Ghost Hunter Mystery) by Victoria Laurie
One of our Thursdays is Missing (A Thursday Next Novel) by Jasper Fforde
Louis May Alcott: A Personal Biography by Susan Cheever
Smokin’ Seventeen: A Stephanie Plum Novel by Janet Evanovich
(book forgot to write down)
Dragon’s Time: Dragonriders of Pern by Anne McCaffrey and Todd McCaffrey
Lord John and the Private Matter (John Grey Novel) by Diana Gabaldon
Overbite: A Novel by Meg Cabot (didn’t finish)
August 2011
The Last Letter from Your Lover: A Novel by JoJo Moyes (ARC)
Lord John and the Brotherhood of the Blade (John Grey Novel) by Diana Gabaldon
Lord John and the Hand of the Devil (John Grey Novel) by Diana Gabaldon
The Very Thought of You: A Novel by Rosie Alison (galley)
Undead and Undermined (Betsy Taylor Novel) by MaryJanice Davidson
Good Stuff: A Reminiscence of My Father, Cary Grant by Jennifer Grant
Heartless: An Alexia Tarabotti Novel (Book 4) by Gail Carriger
Vision Impossible: A Psychic Eye Mystery (Book 9) by Victoria Laurie
The Rafters: Book 1 of the Somnambulist Saga by A.C. Montgomery (ARC) (couldn't finish, long, 1st book by young author, self-published)
Jewels of the Sun (Book 1 Gallaghers) by Nora Roberts (re-read, personal library)
Tears of the Moon (Book 2 Gallaghers) by Nora Roberts (re-read, personal library)
Heart of the Sea (Book 3 Gallaghers) by Nora Roberts (re-read, personal library)
Dead Reckoning (Sookie Stackhouse) by Charlaine Harris
September 2011
The Silver Boat: A Novel by Luanne Rice
Mermaid: A Twist on the Classic Tale by Carolyn Turgeon
An Ideal Wife: A Novel by Gemma Townley
Ghost Story: A Novel of The Dresden Files by Jim Butcher
(think I forgot to write one down)
Naked City: Tales of Urban Fantasy edited by Ellen Datlow
Books Can Be Deceiving: A Library Lover’s Mystery by Jenn McKinlay
Fly Way Home: A Novel by Jennifer Weiner
Withering Tights by Louise Rennison (didn't finish)
The Little Women Letters: A Novel by Gabrielle Donnelly (EXCELLENT!!!)
Go forth and read. READ!
Monday, September 26, 2011
Maker Faire 2011, Part 1 - Closing for Cape
It was a blast, but since then, life has kind of been spinning out of control. It's been a merry-go-round of one thing after another.Because I do have two jobs at one place, and two other jobs I do when I can,
and because I don't have a spare set of arms,I'm getting a little run down. Plus there's a bug going around the office, causing fevers and chills and coughing and hacking. Did you know you see things when you have fevers?
Odd dreams, waking and sleeping.At one point last week, I was about to do this!Therefore, I'm going to do this (also a great a-ha song)*be like this,and take a break from work (done) and blogging for a bit. I'm escaping the area (ROAD TRIP), and doing this/ (I'm checking some other things too - ego, psyche, etc.).The blog is temporarily this until I get back and can catch up again.Signs and art spotted at Maker Faire, Saturday, September 17, 2011
Longer posts, mine and The Shushing Librarian's, to follow later.
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Recipes from Grandma -- Great Grandma Lula
Where would one buy flake white and prepared chalk and would one want to use it on your face?
Face Powder
Buy 10 c(ups) worth of glycerin
5 c(ups) bay rum
5 c(ups) rose water
In one bottle get 5 c(up) Flake white and 1/2 c(up) prepared chalk
Put powder into 1 1/2 p(ints) cold water
Let come to boil Boil for 15 min(utes.)
Remove from fire (!) allow to cool, add rose water etc and bottle.
*Also, we'll forgive her the whole BYU thing. There has to be one in the family somewhere.
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Photo of the Day: Men in Kilts
Is it me, or is that the same stance that one might see in say ... the men's room?
Friday, September 23, 2011
What Dreams May Come
I woke up weeping this morning from the most vivid dream. All I remember is snatches – except for the last bit. I still grieve for the loss of something that I know wasn’t real, but I still can't shake this dream.
I can still feel the sensation of being so cherished, like I was a surprising gift that was recently discovered. The fleeting memories of a casual embrace that I started, and then you tentatively reciprocated. What was meant to be brief ended up as something else, something much more important. I can still feel you take the leap at the opportunity, and then wrap your arms tighter around me – drawing me in closer, not once but two times. I can still feel time stop … as we caught our breath and our heartbeats matched rhythms for the length of five slow beats. I felt and counted them with my cheek against your chest and my palms on your back. I can still sense how surprised you were, yet happily so, as you dipped your head down to my shoulder with the deep sigh that I echoed. I know how secure I was in the rightness of the impulse that led to this special moment out of time. Like all the words that we never could say and never needed to be now. We were finally where we were supposed to be.
I ache that I woke and don’t remember more.
All I can ask now, is
Where are you?
~Auntie Nettie
Quote of the Day: Lied for a Lousy Day
Music by Robert Schuman
Text by Emmanuel Geibel
Translation by Steven Ledbetter
Tief im Herzen trag’ ich Pein
Tief im Herzen trag’ ich Pein,
Muss nach aussen stille sein.
Den geliebten Schmerz verhehle
Tief ich vor der Welt Gesicht,
Und es fühlt ihn nur die Seele,
Denn der Leib verdient ihn nicht.
Wie der Funke, frei und licht,
Sich verbirgt im Kieselstein,
Trag’ ich innen tief die Pein.
Deep in my heart I bear pain
Deep in my heart I bear pain,
but outwardly I must be tranquil.
I hide the tender ache deep within,
away from the face of the world,
and only my soul feels it,
for my body does not deserve it.
Just as the spark, free and light,
is hidden within the flint,
so deep inside do I bear my pain.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Summer Fridays/Weekends 2011 - Summer Streets, Part 2
Unfortunately, because it was Summer Streets, not to mention a beautiful day, and because we hit the Bridge right around noon, it was hot and crowded. So, so crowded. Everyone was trying to get that perfect I-was-here photo. I'll have to go back, and do it walking toward Manhattan and not away from it. Maybe when the renovation/construction is done too.
Brunch is served: an omlette for R---, fries and a grilled chicken wrap with jalapenos for me.
While I did hide out at home a bit in July and early August, I was just waiting for the weather to get cooler and for my other friends' schedules to open up. September's outings include roadtrips back to CT, a return to Maker Faire, possibly Caramoor's Fall Festival, and a Cape Cod retreat. Can't wait.
Monday, September 19, 2011
Summer Fridays/Weekends 2011 - Summer Streets, Part 1
I meant to go last year, so I marked my calendar to make sure I did it this time. I was especially motivated after walking down the middle of Lexington during the March for Babies. It really is a great way to see the City. For one reason or another, August slipped by and suddenly there was only one Saturday left! I made sure clear the calendar so there would be no excuses.
My idea was to get up and be in the City by 7:00 ish, so I could take the subway uptown and start at the beginning in the Park and head south, see Grand Central from the flyover, and the continue down and over the Brooklyn Bridge. I had invited R--- to go with me, and so compromised that we would meet at Grand Central at around 9:30 and head south. I figure some is better than none. I'll do half this year, and do more next year.
Unfortunately, as I got to Grand Central and checked my phone, R--- was just waking up! In Queens! Whoops. Time was a wasting. Summer Streets is only from 7:00 am to 1:00 pm. After a few texts back and forth, a new plan was in play. I would head out and she would keep me updated on her progress in rousting her roommate out of the bathroom, getting ready, and catching a subway to the City.
Honestly, that was okay with me. I walk fast and there was so much to see. I stuck to the sidewalks. The city streets were full of bikers, runners, and boarders. Pedestrians are in the way.
l-r: Looking north toward Grand Central, you can see the Met Life building; r: South scenes. Need motivation to keep exercising? H&M decided to give you some with a gigantic bikini-clad woman. (Gee thanks!)
l-r: The sign is misleading. Bikers on the left. RUNNERS on the right. The ennui from the patrons of Les Halles is palpable. I wonder what snark Anthony Bourdain would have to say about the views.
It was crazy near the Bike Valet. You had to keep your eyes open and alert to daredevil bike messengers zipping in to stop, but more alert for the weekend warriors who were out of practice in being polite to pedestrians.
l-r: Signs alerting residents to Summer Streets. r: I had to capture this Great Dane. It's not all hand-bag/designer drop-kick dogs in the City. Oh no. Occasionally you will see GIGANTIC dogs like Great Danes, Irish Wolfhounds, and Bernese Mountain Dogs roaming the streets. Who keeps a Great Dane in a New York apartment? This guy.
Before R--- realized it, I had managed to get to the Union Square Greenmarket. After taking in the views of the lovely flowers, I parked myself on a bench in the middle of the park to give my feet a rest and to rehydrate. It worked out perfectly, because R--- could take a subway and meet me there.
I also enjoyed the time spinning a yarn about the eye candy that decided to park within my line of vision. I sent this photo off to the blog Hot Guys Reading Books, because, well? Hello?! Plus, he distracted me from how much I really wanted this yarn but totally know I can't afford hand sheared, spun, and dyed skeins from probably organic sheep reared on an organic upstate farm.
R--- found me in the shade by the statue of Abraham Lincoln and we sent off south, looking up at the ever changing skyline.
l-r: R--- is not happy I took this photo, but it's really not about her. It's about the Bostonian infiltrating Pin-stripes territory who almost photo-bombed the snapshot. That is one brave Red Sox fan. Brave man, brave. Also brave? The Summer Streets volunteers who act as traffic cops with their tiny Stop/Go signs. I wonder how many of them almost got run over by the hard-core bikers or out-of-town delivery trucks?
Bikes of all shapes, sizes, hues, vintage, and um ... decoration.
Look at the form on this kid.