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PROGRAMMING NOTE from the Author and Archivist


So obviously I just stopped blogging on this platform. I'll get back to it eventually. Or not. I'm taking a break from all social media. It seemed necessary for my mental health.

The last few years have been busy and … challenging:

- 2015 Happened.
- 2016 Let's call it The Lost Year. (Obviously words failed me.)
- 2017 about broke me. Literally. Mentally.
- 2018 was ridiculous, proving 2017 was just a warm up. (Good thing I was already broken so it couldn't hurt as much.#2018TrashCanFire I thought things were going okay, but maybe not?)

- 2019 was such a blur. I know there were highlights, but then stuff happened and carried into the next year...

- And then in March#2020 really took a turn. Who can even categorize 2020? Do we dare?


I kinda want a do-over of some of the last few years. But life doesn’t work that way.


So for now, I'm hunkering down. Regrouping. Trying to stay safe and sort some stuff out.


Stay safe everyone. Stay well.

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Sunday, May 12, 2013

Happy Mother's Day!

Q: Why did the cookie cry? A: Because his mother was a wafer so long!

Found in Cape Cod Life, July 2012, Words of Remembrance by Brain Shortsleeve

Best Loved Poems of the American People
My Mother's Prayer

As I wandered round the homestead,
  Many a dear, familiar spot
Brought within my recollection
  Scenes I'd semingly forgot.
There the orchard meadow yonder,
  Here the deep, old-fashioned well,
With its old moss-covered bucket,
  Sent a thrill no tongue can tell.

Though the house was held by strangers,
  All remained the same within,
Just as when a child I rambled
  Up and down and out and in.
To the garret dark, ascending,
  Once a source of childish dread,
Peering through the misty cobwebs,
  Lo, I saw my trundle bed.

Quick, I drew it from the rubbish,
  Covered o'er with dust so long,
When, behold, I heard, in fancy,
  Strains of one familiar song,
Often sung by dear mother
  To me in that trundle bed;
"Hush, my dear, lie still and slumber,
  Holy angels guard thy bed."

As I listened to the music,
  Stealing on in gentle strain,
I am carried back to childhood,
  I am now a child again.
'Tis the hour of my retiring,
  At the dusky eventide,
Near my trundle bed I'm kneeling,
  As of yore, by Mother's side.

Hands are on my head so loving,
  As they were in childhood's days;
I with weary tones am trying
  To repeat the words she says.
'Tis a prayer in language simple
  As a mother's lips can frame,
"Father, Thou who are in Heaven,
  Hallowed ever be Thy name."

Prayer is over, to my pillow,
  With a good-night kiss, I creep,
Scarcely waking while I whisper,
  "Now I lay me down to sleep."
Then my mother over me bending,
  Prays in earnest words but mild,
"Hear my prayer, O Heavenly Father,
  Bless, O bless, my precious child."

Yet I am but only dreaming,
  Ne'er I'll be a child again,
Many years has that dear mother
  In that quiet churchyard lain.
But the memory of her counsels
  O'er my path a light has spread,
Daily calling me to heaven,
  Even from my trundle bed.
~ T.C. O'Kane

Mothers' prayers never cease, despite age, distance, separation of realms of existence. Isn't that a reassuring thing to know on this Mother's Day.

Love you Mom. No cookie bouquet today - but will call you soon.

xo Auntie Nettie

Friday, May 3, 2013

Photos of the Day: Framing a View

 
Orient Beach State Park
April 27, 2013

A matter of perspective and framing
Which do you prefer?

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Wreck it Wednesday: Wreck This Journal Updates

From the Preface: 
Warning: During the process of this book you will get dirty. You may find yourself covered in paint, or any other number of foreign substances. You will get wet. You may be asked to do things you question. You may grieve for the perfect state that you found the book in. You may begin to see creative destruction everywhere. You may begin to live more recklessly.



 
 

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Auntie Nettie's Attic Merchandise 2013 - April

I just have no words anymore about how quickly time passes. I just blink .. and whooosh. Like a speeding tin can ...


April started with me trying to take a sick day - and ending up working half a day from home.

Then I also:
- worked too much, stress ate, didn't get enough sleep;
- attended a vocal recital of my work study student in Alice Tully Hall;
- attended a Juilliard Orchestra concert in Alice Tully Hall that concluded with the sublime Firebird Suite;
- had working lunches with colleagues;
- had meeting with the new VP;
- attended my first wedding at New York Municipal Court for my friend Claire and her new spouse Jenny;
- baked;
- caught up on television;
- ran errands;
- had way too many meetings - seriously, it should be called meetings and not work;
- gave blood at the end of a working day (and about passed out during the middle of it and then again at the top of the stairs at my train station);
  - and had a last minute get away with Christine. 

I did manage to finish one complete afghan and start two other projects.

ANA 2013-13: Light blue Diamond-patterned crib cover
(1 10.5 oz. skein Bernat Baby Sport, Baby Blue, acrylic)
(as of 3/15, no longer available)

Still outstanding? You know it.
 
UFO/Public Enemy Number 1  Multi-colored, multi-fibered bane of my existence, started back in 2010.

 20 13 UFO 1: White Diamond-patterned crib cover, Bernat Baby Sport, acrylic
2013 UFO 2: Red Heart Camouflage color scarf

I need a long couple of weeks, so I CAN FINISH THAT STUPID AFGHAN and reopen the shop. I need to take pictures and write text and get all of these things up on etsy.com, do some marketing, and start moving them on out of the Attic.
In the meantime, if you see anything from past entries that interest you, please let me know and I'll send you dimensions and pricing.