I also find it hard to deal with the fact that … almost forty, the age at which your options start to diminish because you are more or less locked into a life path. I read somewhere – and one of the signs of getting older is that I can no long remember where – that life is shaped like a diamond. At the start, your choices are few. They get greater and greater with each year until forty or so, when the choices you’ve made start to limit the ones you can make – until you die, which is general as much of a choice as being born is.SweaterQuest: My Year of Knitting Dangerously by Adrienne Martini, Pages 147-148
I don’t find this bleak, actually. I’m fairly content with the choices I’ve made and the ones I’m not at ease with are minor. The knowledge that my diamond is getting narrower just makes me more careful about my time and likely to enjoy where I am more. Besides, I’m tired of deciding and, in a way, welcome having less big stuff to think about. Your mileage, of course, may vary.
So obviously I just stopped blogging on this platform. I'll get back to it eventually. Or not. I'm taking a break from all social media. It seemed necessary for my mental health.
The last few years have been busy and … challenging:
- 2015 Happened.
- 2016 Let's call it The Lost Year. (Obviously words failed me.)
- 2017 about broke me. Literally. Mentally.
- 2018 was ridiculous, proving 2017 was just a warm up. (Good thing I was already broken so it couldn't hurt as much.#2018TrashCanFire I thought things were going okay, but maybe not?)
- 2019 was such a blur. I know there were highlights, but then stuff happened and carried into the next year...
- And then in March#2020 really took a turn. Who can even categorize 2020? Do we dare?
I kinda want a do-over of some of the last few years. But life doesn’t work that way.
So for now, I'm hunkering down. Regrouping. Trying to stay safe and sort some stuff out.
Stay safe everyone. Stay well.
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Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Quote of the Day: 40 means Diamonds
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
The Shushing Librarian's Botanical Tour of New York - Part One
Now normally, I don't get to pose like this, behind the ropes at the exhibitions, but the nice guard at the Haupt Conservatory let me take a photo nestled into the foliage by these townhouses. Then it was off to wander the rail lines to some of the nice real estate - like the Vanderbilt Mansion.
Stay tuned for more of my pictures from my NYBG Holiday Train tour of New York.
Until then, please remember to support your local libraries and librarians.
Monday, August 1, 2011
Photo of the Day: Love Letters
I found this while I was doing some cleaning/organization this last weekend. He totally didn't send this to me for Aunties Day 2011, but I still love it all the same. It's tucked in the archival file I'm compiling of the letters and artwork that he's sent to me over the years. It is so wonderful to see how his writing has evolved and how his drawings reflect his interests.
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Auntie Nettie's Attic Merchandise 2011 - July
While working on the five (5) large projects below, I also:
~ celebrated the four-day July Fourth holiday at home - minus the crowds and aggravation;
~ had DVD/movie marathons:
- including whole seasons of Drop Dead Diva,
- the first six Harry Potter movies in preparation for maybe finally watching the first half of the final movie and then going to the final, final Harry Potter movie,
- and Anne of Green Gables and Anne of Avonlea (*sigh* Gilbert *sigh*);
~ had very nice catch-up lunch at Bar Boulud and dinner at Alouette with visiting college friends;
~ wrote letters to my aunts, some of my great-aunts, and my honorary aunts in celebration of Auntie's Day;
~ and generally was a homebody dealing with paperwork, inventory, correspondence, and cleaning.
I also think I gave myself carpal tunnel. I know I definitely wore the color off of one of my aluminum hooks.
I made five large Diamond Crib Covers this month, working through 15 skeins of Bernat Baby Coordinates yarn. Their approximate dimensions are 45x34, they'll vary slightly in length:
ANA 2011-32: Natural Diamond Crib Cover
(as of 05/2012, no longer available)
Still in progress:
2010: Multi-fiber chevron blanket2011: Potential Mobile of Hearst (created as part of ANA 2011-08 group)
Fancy Blue Scarf
Casual Rimmed Cap
As ever, if you see anything you'd like, just contact me for sizes, availability, and costs.
Coming SOON: You'll be able to purchase these via Auntie Nettie's Attic on etsy.com
Click here for a preview.
Friday, July 29, 2011
Photos of the Day: Summer's Bounty
Talk about grown locally. Some of the produce was from backyard gardens. Doesn't that "beet" all?
Of course, this being Utah, the land of industry and of Molly Mormon crafters, there were booths galore with quilted and stitched delights of all kinds. Many many an etsy.com shop were there in physical form.
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Photos of the Day: Horse with No Name
I especially end up singing it when I am reviewing this series of photos I took of a site-specific sculpture installation entitled The Mustangs, outside Snow Canyon in Ivins, Utah done by the artist Ed Hlavka, at his studio at the Kayenta Art Village.
For more about Ed Hlavka, click here. An article about the installation can be found here.
If you can't view the YouTube clip, go here: http://youtu.be/woP1ITeIQcI
Bet you can't get the song out of your head either. I miss songs where there is a) a narrative with an actual point, b) you can actually understand the lyrics, c) the lyrics are clean, and can d) harmonize - and the harmonies are excellently tight as can be.
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Happy Tenth Anniversary
Technology has changed so much in ten years. I had to go back to photo albums - BOOKS! On.a. shelf! - to find print outs of pictures, taken with film and developed with chemicals, even. Pay no attention to a) the bad photos, or the b) snarky comments from a loving older sister.
Here's to ten more years! Only infinity left to go.
